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[freakymagoo]

2 koo kwuh quest churn?? things

1 any one want fur n table and chair and bed
message me

2 did you get creep tick strange message
who sent it
why
where did it go
who sent this tablet
what do you want

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sorry that was many things

Comments

[freakymagoo]

i have to leave soon

have you had any strange dreams?

[theodorelasso]

Yeah, sure. They're been unpleasant in a different, new way, which is obviously exciting.

[freakymagoo]

what about? what kind of unpleasant?

[theodorelasso]

Like the dream is kind of nice, so the unpleasant part is waking up and realizing it's not real.

[freakymagoo]

oh

ya i now what you mean

[theodorelasso]

Yeah.

They have been pretty weird though. And... very sports focused.

[freakymagoo]

you're watching a game or playing football your self?

[theodorelasso]

Neither, I'm a coach. It's like what I'm doing now, but... sports. And I don't even know the sports? It's like British football? Maybe it's just stress from moving to a new city, but it's definitely weird. That's about all I remember though.

[freakymagoo]

the one with the round ball they kicked around back in 18?

do they even play British football in Kansas?

[theodorelasso]

They do not.

What about you?

[freakymagoo]

oh you now the usual

hanging out with my nazi friends stabbing every one i see

[theodorelasso]

Correct me if I'm wrong, but that does not sound very usual.

[freakymagoo]

just another war dream
except i de facted
i miss killing people i guess  it was the only thing i was good at

you wood be a good football coach

[theodorelasso]

Don't ever say that, alright?

You don't miss killing people, you just miss feeling accomplishment and meaning. Big difference. I'd rather be terrible at everything than have to go back to killing people. And so would you if you really thought about it, cause you're a good person.

[Very strong feelings on this point, possibly reminiscent of the way Ted would get motivational back in the trenches to keep his men's heads on straight.]

[freakymagoo]

the good people died in the trenches
the ones who refused to kill
didnt want to fo low orders
never left anyone be hind
gave away their rations and their water
took bullets and grenades for the team

only the killers and the thiefs and the deserters survived
and the lucky ones like you

but i now who i am and i wasnt a lucky one

[theodorelasso]

Very poetic. Also wrong.

Goodness isn't innate, Bucky. It's something you choose. And it's hard. It's a coward's way out to pretend it's too late to do better. And I know you're neither a coward, nor weak.

[freakymagoo]

you never met any one you couldnt save
even if they didnt want to be

[theodorelasso]

I am stubborn like that.

When do you plan to leave? Come over for dinner before you do.

[freakymagoo]

when they come

ok i will bring your things